abort! abort!

So day one of nutrisytem diet and I've already quit. I have good reason though. It says not to do this diet while your nursing. They didn't say that on the infomercial.  But reading through the instructions in big bold print they urge you not to do it.  Whatevers I said and started the diet but now i realize why.  The portions are like for a little baby.  I go to pour my first bowl of cereal not even filling a childs size bowl and realize i give Zaiah about 3xs the amount as I'm supposed to eat.   What the???? Well if I wasn't nursing so exclusively maybe it'd be okay but I think there's only  about a thousand calories a day you consume on this thing.  No thank you. I'm hungry.  The other downfall is that you have to heat up the lunches.  I'm always out doing stuff I don't have time to come home and heat up my miniture bowl of soup. So I call my husband that I've already quit the diet and he says he wants to do it.  So i'll keep you posted as to how Bennie does on it.  

I am a failure. Oh well....this nursing ma ma needs to eat.

On another note our summer is almost over. (Tear shed here) THis means a lot of things.  Zeke starts preschool with his sister.  I go back to work (boo hoo).  Soccer starts soon for Zaiah. The sun finally comes out in Los Osos.  Hip hip hooray.  We're doing swimming lessons right now and turns out Zeke is a little fish.  He loves it! He loves jumping in the water and doesn't even mind me dunking him! It's awesome.  Zaiah is in a class with about 10 other kids.  She's a little bit more hesitant but does all the activities as long as she doesn't get her face wet.  Baby Eli just sits on the side and watches. He is such the little trooper.  I'll post some picture soon.